Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Sneak Peek of "Prague Here I Come"- #1

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I'm currently down with fever and sore throat. 
Ergo, let the pictures do all the talking.
These photos were taken on day 1.


At Modry Zub Restaurant. Everything was delish. They were worth every penny!


Happy me, drinking Ginger Tonic Canada :)


One of few things I bought for myself. *Guilty pleasure. Loving both the lace and the colour. It looks nicer and sexier on me. :D

I gotta rush under my duvet now. Really need a good rest for a better tomorrow. 
Good night, loves! 
muahx!

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Saturday serenade

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:)

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Building A New Wall.

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I thought I could fly high..




..until I found myself locked up in my own cage.


Wednesday, November 16, 2011

16.11.2011

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Happy birthday, mom! 
You're more than anything to me. 
Love you loads! 

Thursday, November 03, 2011

Bottle of Rainbow

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Loving the simplistic square of the bottle.


Thought I'd be happy to see a rainbow even if I need to walk through a stormy day - in the absence of sunshine. 

Gawking at those coloured papers,playing with my wild imaginations - as those colours are really a glimpse of nature.






Good night, dreamers!
xx

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Flushing down bad habits.

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I'm not sure about this, but do you ever wonder which part of you that melts me the most? 
It's your smile that blows me away.
 No, you don't have to nod and agree with me as we see the same things through different angles.
I still think yours is kinda attractive. 

Evilly enough, I sometimes feel so gross when I see you smiling to our friends.
I feel like I'm living in a dolorous balloon when I hear you cracking jokes with them.
I don't know how to exactly react to situations like that. 
What has gotten into me, really?

In times of anger, I want to be them. I want to be you.
I often asked myself if I'm cheerful enough to be someone's sweetheart.
Gahh.. I cannot be all things to all people.
I hate this antagonism.
  
Did I ever bore you? Please say NO!

I must change even if it means I have to go through some 'unnegotiable' amount of tribulations. (or else I'm going to keep a stiff upper lip.)

I'm no good. Can you handle me?


Oh...hello Sunday! You better be good, yea!

Monday, October 17, 2011

The Vanity of A Fake Smile.

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Later this evening, I drowned my thoughts in one ludicrous question. 


"why can't I have an angelic smile?"

Berangan kejap.. =P


So I stood in front of my dressing mirror, spent about 10-15 minutes doing nothing but practicing my smile. I swear it was a lamentable decision I'd ever made today. 


I pouched my lips. I looked like a hussy.

I smiled with an 'elongated' chin. I looked like a desperate witch.

I did the flirty smile. "erk! who the heck is in the mirror?!"

I smirked at myself. It displayed sarcasm. 

I ... jhcr owhruy$^%^YHGF ?


As I was deliberately torturing my zygomatic major and orbicularis oculi muscles, I took a quick glance at the latest twitter update.







Yippe! Our team WON and I was like a dog with two tails! It was 'an Adele' to my ears!
What's more, he contributed 1 goal to the team (as he always did)! 


Like a lunatic woman, I jumped in a circle! 


After a few hoops, I paused when the mirror was right before my eyes. 


I witnessed a puzzled face broke gently into a smile. There were sparkles in her eyes.


 I saw me.


:)




Your smile embodies what you truly feel inside. It's an honest form of expression. You don't have to fake it, either when you're on or off the camera.








Bonne nuit.
Je t'aime <3


Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Massive Breakouts! (Year 4)

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Week 1 is now has started taking a stroll down the memory lane.
With time which has aged me so well to know what to expect outside the square windows,
I'm all set to abide by the rules.
If I happen to meet with any rooms of amendments, 
I should avail myself of the opportunity. 
I pray to Allah that I will always being able to beef up any flaws I carry.
Bright eyed and bushy tailed I am going to be!

Unto myself I uphold these promises.
*insyaAllah


I captured this single-handedly! =)
Boring woman gets to play with photos.
Me loves you,ummi!

Pardon me!



Muahx!
:*



Monday, August 29, 2011

The Dialogue

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Rasulullah (p.b.u.h) said,
‘On the last night of Ramadhaan the fasting Muslims are forgiven.’

The Sahaabah inquired,
‘O Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wasallam, is that the night of power?’

Rasulullah sallallahu alayhi wasallam replied,
‘No! But it is the only night that a servant should be given his reward on having completed his duty.’



[Ahmad]


Oh Allah, please accept our fasts. Ameen







Selamat Hari Raya!

and let the good deeds (during Ramadhan) continue. 



Much love,
Shira









p/s: Takde gambar raya beb. Sebab post ni awal sehari. he he


Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Fronting a better view

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There'd be no wastage of yesterdays
as I'm accumulating the memories lively
and chanting them the I want it to be 
You are the reason I'll never look back,
and narrow my sight down.










p/s: Sorry bestie! I've made a slight 'renovation' in this photo. =P and that'd be my main purpose I'm updating this new post. hehe

What say you?

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Due to a friend's suggestion, I am now have my hands on Picnik, a platform where you can play more with your photos, single-handedly. But make sure, you do not over doing them or you'll be utterly sorry.

eh eh eh...

=D


It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed - Theodore Roosevelt. 

Sunday, August 07, 2011

The guilt. The grief. The attrition.

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In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

Sura 9: 102 to 106 

"And others have confessed their faults, they have mingled a good deed and an evil one; (perhaps) Allah will turn to them (mercifully); surely Allah is Forgiving, Merciful. 
Take alms out of their property, you would cleanse them and purify them thereby, and pray for them; surely your prayer is a relief to them; and Allah is Hearing, Knowing.
Do they not know that Allah accepts repentance from His servants and takes the alms, and that Allah is the Oft-returning (to mercy), the Merciful?



Part 1


And say: Work; so Allah will see your work and (so will) His Apostle and the believers; and you shall be brought back to the Knower of the unseen and the seen, then He will inform you of what you did.


Part 2

And others are made to await Allah's command, whether He chastise them or whether He turn to them (mercifully), and Allah is Knowing, Wise." 




As much as you care about your appearance, give a beautiful gentle hit to your soul as well, insyaAllah. 

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

This has gotta be the good life

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"Sometimes there's airplanes that I can't jump out 
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are God of stories, but please tell me
What there is to complain about?"  



"When you're happy like a fool, let it take you over
When everything is out you gotta take it in."






p/s: this song has got into my ears months ago still I couldn't get enough of it. Very much inspiring. :)

27.7.2011.

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Hey love,
:)



"the sharp knife of a short life
i've had just enough time."

Listen by your soul,
not by the ears.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Tika ini.

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Izinkan aku 
memberi sedikit ruang dan waktu
untuk kamu
merasa rindu.





p/s: sungguh aku merasa lucu. =P

Friday, July 22, 2011

Ungratified.

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As I flipped through the old album of yours
I know we are not alike in characters and qualities.
You are 'catered' by a mob of happening people
Who offer you jars of laughter
and pots of hilarious métier.

Unlike me,
I'm wasting my days,
away from the hustle and bustle of the big crowds
all alone, monotonously.

I wish I could be you.


The distinction between past, present, and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Now I gotta act my age!

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Courtesy from Google Image. =P




Happy birthday to me! 23 sudah..haih.first time celebrate birthday jauh dari family. 

Selalunya, pagi-pagi of every 14th of July, umi will come knocking on my bedroom door, motherly she’ll smile at me and give her warmest hug to a child who’s still laying on the bed, under the quilt.

“hari ni hari jadi anak umi eh? Happy birthday!” –nada riang.

Abah pulak..mesti umi yang remindkan.kalau tak mesti lupa. Hehe.

“happy birthday,kakak..”-sambil peluk-peluk and he’ll chase the time, storming to his car and vrrooom! Off to his work place.
Tapi abah confirm will call me back, ajak dinner kat luar. Hehe.

Kak long, abang, adik- they’re the apples of my eyes. A simple wish from them makes my world a whole lot better than yesterday.

And then come the in-laws in my family,  They’re so sweet, and I love them both.

Kalaulah ada flight ticket available earlier than the 17th one and way cheaper, I’ll surely have bought it.

Tak mengapalah. Di sini pun bagus juga sambutannya. Permisi dulu!
Daaaa…
  

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Whistling!

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Let's sing our lungs out!
Let's discover our hidden talent!
Ly*Lyrics is already attached below :P



 I really don't like your point of view
I know you'll never change
Stinging me with your attitude
I've got the mind to walk away.

I really don't like your arrogance
or your policies
You're ninety-nine percent an embarrassment
of just wrong qualities.

I don't mind it when you (whistles)
Brings out the best in me when you (whistles)
Show your expertise 
When the night always ends with a fight
I'm excited that you wind up next to me

I like it when you  (whistles)
Can I have some please of that (whistles)
Satisfy my needs
Sometimes I fake that I hate you and make up
So you wind up next to me

i really don't like your skinny jeans
So take them off for me
Show me what you've got underneath
So we can do this properly.

I really don't like the way you smile
When you think you're right
But I will forgive you, the yolk is in the middle
and I'm chewing through the white

Dreamt that you were on a train
You were leaving, you were leaving
You made me think of what I'd miss
You were leaving, you were leaving.

I don't mind it when you (whistles)
Brings out the best in me when you (whistles)
Show your expertise
When the night always ends with a fight I'm excited
That you wind up next to me

I like it when you (whistles)
Can I have some please of that (whistles)
Take off your skinny jeans
Sometimes I fake that I hate you and make up
So you wind up next to me.


p/s: don't you think the lyrics is kinda cute? ;)

Time Capsule.

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It has been a decade long since I last posted any blog posts here. Too many things  to share and they are all tower over me now. Pheeeww.

Never have I dealt with anything more difficult than having to finish my third year of school this semester. It was indeed the toughest going hitherto. 3 more years to go and I will not stop paddling the cycles, advancing to the end. insyaAllah.

I finally claimed myself as a 4th year student of Palacky University right on 4th of July 2011. SYUKUR!

In combating the boredom, me and 6 other went to Berlin for a 3-day trip..it was superb, top to toe! My skin got tanned a little bit. The string lines of my sandals bleached the tone out of my feet.  It was scorching hot in Berlin, close enough like walking through the desert and the sand dunes touched the soles of my feet. Gaaahhh!  Yes, I’m exaggerating.  I’m cool that way, aren’t I? =P

Kalau tak hitam bukan anak Melayu namanya! *hehe

Booked a flight ticket to Malaysia this morning and I’m seven days away from the  congested traffic of Kuala Lumpur. Weehoo!  Now I could really foresee myself enjoying my 2 months of summer holidays with those lovely people whom I have left for over a year now.

Ok lah.jumpa kat Malaysia nanti! I should not demean my own blog homepage until I get myself a proper way to spit out my words. Do you know that writing can also reflects  our demeanor?
Cau! 

Saturday, June 25, 2011

kurma itu memang manis.

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Alhamdullilah, 
'bumped' into another video on YouTube.






This topic they touched on came in a package of 4.
#2 offers us some tips.

while #3 and #4 offer us more flashy explanations. 
God willing.


                                        

    Minute 7:23/10:46



sweet dreams, lovely hearts. 
=)
                                                                                          

Manis tak kurma itu?

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They were discussing about me



Make dua' as it cleanses your our inner dirts,
God willing.

:)

Thursday, June 23, 2011

is this enough for a total redemption?

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Too many broken hearts linger before my eyes. 
The guilt which I've been carrying around, insidiously, 
is now slowly, 'unhurriedly' biting me off from within,
parts by parts.
I pray that they will forgive me, 
without holding back the animosity against me,
as I never asked for even a single apology.

:(



Sunday, May 22, 2011

Blackout.

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I chose to remain silent,

Because I couldn't find the words too.


Courtesy from Can't find the words.




p/s : I hate my last 3 entries. Too much regrets will surely bash you down to doom and dull.









Saturday, May 21, 2011

why you go static?

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Have you ever had the thought that we shouldn't be together?
For you can't stand to live with a person like me forever.
(true enough, that's what you said..)
I know,
You deserve someone better.

Wake up!
and open up your slit eyes widely.
Why are you so blind?
Can't you see that I am not the right one for you to be with?

You are still the best for me, though.
Yes, I tell no lies.

Goodnight.

Friday, May 20, 2011

A stumble may prevent a fall.

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Assalamualaikum
be peace upon you

Ten simple steps to HELPING you setting off for a better tomorrow.
-as suggested by Hassan al-Banna.


1) A pure and true aqeedah.

This refers to those matters which are believed in (Allah and His Messenger, Al-Quran and hadeeth), with certainty and conviction, in our heart and soul.

2) A correct ibadah.

It must not deviate from the main aim but to Allah.

3) Well-behaved manners.

Beauty is only skin deep and all that glitters is not gold.

4) A healthy body.

5) An intellectuality.

Put your thinking caps on and do not let your brain idles in 'coma'.  Be a thinker. Be an analyst.

6) Fight against your lust.

Lust can vary. To go on a battle to combat against each one of them can sometimes can be  hard to comprehend. Stolen fruit is the sweetest. You may lose but it doesn't mean you can never win them.

7) Plan your time well and use it effectively.

Remember, time is money and time has wings. Eagle wings, indeed.

8) Be systematic in whatever you do.

A good beginning makes a good ending.

9) Have the capability and the ability to stand steadily on your own feet.

You should know that gardens are not made by sitting in the shade. So let's work work work for poverty waits at the gates of idleness.

10) Be a helpful person.

...and let the benefits be felt by those around you. 




Yes, it is undeniably true that every first step is always the hardest. Nevertheless you don't have to rush. Do it slowly but surely. Tall oaks grow from little acorns. =)


If wishes were horses, then beggars would ride. What you're waiting for? Let's buckle up and play out part! 

Salam!

Friday, May 13, 2011

a comeback with one quick update.

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Midnight Bottle- Colbie Caillat


 The world is now reaching its end.
and so do my summer semester.

ANTM cycle 16 is now advancing to the season finale.
and so do my summer semester.

My younger sister is going to marry a nice gentleman this September.
and so do I.
????
seriously?
what tha heck, dude...
hehe.

summer semester is soooooOOooo

 #^%$&HVYGYTRC^%564764

what's with the frowns, man?

okay, now I need to translate that junk in words of one syllable.

wait okay..let me think..

Got it!

EXAMS AND TESTS.
 THEY ARE EVERYWHERE LIKE LOATHSOME DUSTS, 
BLURRING MY VISION AND CLOGGING MY NOSTRILS.

They make my blood run cold that
I have always had my heart in my mouth whenever I check the calendar updates.


"Ya Allah, bantulah aku dalam apa cara sekali pun. Amiin."

Cau!

Prague 2011. Do you want some of that?






p/s : I can hardly wait for tomorrow. I want to doll up like nobody's business. =) 

Monday, April 25, 2011

The Unpredictability.

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Strangers, again- WongFu Productions


Imagine that those stages acted in the video are like staircases, with the first stage be the ground floor.

They are likely to be a bidirectional access.
Perpetrate as an ascending passage or the descending ones.
They take you where you want to be.
With time as a catalyst.
The faster you walk, the quicker you'll be there.
(*If only you get the hidden hint behind this pun.)

or maybe in between the steps
 you might get affix in the mid floor?
Which, in certain point, demands you to formulate what you think you may see in the future.
A further step approaching the highest floor,
or making a stroll down to the lowest base.
In either way, choices are fully yours. 

With exclusion of any obsolete or ancient reasons, 
can you really truly tell yourself, in which standing, status, stage or notch you and your other half are currently at? 

Because I assuredly can't.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Did you just call my name?

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An evening spent for a wonderful dessert.


Sorry, but I'm taken. :P


and to make this post less narcissistic and egotistic :

Tadaaa!

Me and my hot raspberries with vanilla ice-cream.


Wanna some of this? Are you sure? It's already halfway to the rectum now.

*burp. :D

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Most Favourites.

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I Do - Colbie Caillat



Film Strips of Spring 2010










..and of Spring 2011

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have a classy weekend, big hearts! 
:)