Flushing down bad habits.

I'm not sure about this, but do you ever wonder which part of you that melts me the most? 

It's your smile that blows me away.

 No, you don't have to nod and agree with me as we see the same things through different angles.

I still think yours is kinda attractive. 

Evilly enough, I sometimes feel so gross when I see you smiling to our friends.

I feel like I'm living in a dolorous balloon when I hear you cracking jokes with them.

I don't know how to exactly react to situations like that. 

What has gotten into me, really?

In times of anger, I want to be them. I want to be you.

I often asked myself if I'm cheerful enough to be someone's sweetheart.

Gahh.. I cannot be all things to all people.

I hate this antagonism.

  

Did I ever bore you? Please say NO!

I must change even if it means I have to go through some 'unnegotiable' amount of tribulations. (or else I'm going to keep a stiff upper lip.)

I'm no good. Can you handle me?

Oh...hello Sunday! You better be good, yea!

The Vanity of A Fake Smile.

Later this evening, I drowned my thoughts in one ludicrous question. 


"why can't I have an angelic smile?"

Berangan kejap.. =P

So I stood in front of my dressing mirror, spent about 10-15 minutes doing nothing but practicing my smile. I swear it was a lamentable decision I'd ever made today. 

I pouched my lips. I looked like a hussy.

I smiled with an 'elongated' chin. I looked like a desperate witch.

I did the flirty smile. "erk! who the heck is in the mirror?!"

I smirked at myself. It displayed sarcasm. 

I ... jhcr owhruy$^%^YHGF ?

As I was deliberately torturing my zygomatic major and orbicularis oculi muscles, I took a quick glance at the latest twitter update.

Yippe! Our team WON and I was like a dog with two tails! It was 'an Adele' to my ears!
What's more, he contributed 1 goal to the team (as he always did)! 


Like a lunatic woman, I jumped in a circle! 


After a few hoops, I paused when the mirror was right before my eyes. 


I witnessed a puzzled face broke gently into a smile. There were sparkles in her eyes.


 I saw me.


:)




Your smile embodies what you truly feel inside. It's an honest form of expression. You don't have to fake it, either when you're on or off the camera.

Bonne nuit.

Je t'aime <3